Self-Medicated (Revisited)

[Verse 1] A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken There is no light inside of me I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome But I can never sleep My mind plays games when I'm alone now You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now Self-medication takes its grip [Pre-Chorus 1] I'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths) Your heart is racing There's clawing at the door Oh God, don't let 'em take me [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me [Verse 2] When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone I hate completely [Pre-Chorus 2] It's me against the world (Take cover) You cannot fix me And just throw me to the wolves I'm a victim of self-pity [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me [Bridge] I've given up I'm in for a lifetime of Second-guessing everything that I've become (That I've become) My mind plays games when I'm alone Self-medicated, intoxication takes control Now I have to find my way out I have to find my voice These thoughts are no good for me [Chorus] Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me