Self-Medicated (Revisited)

[Verse 1]

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken

There is no light inside of me

I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome

But I can never sleep

My mind plays games when I'm alone now

You said the worst things to get inside my head

Intoxication takes control now

Self-medication takes its grip

[Pre-Chorus 1]

I'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths)

Your heart is racing

There's clawing at the door

Oh God, don't let 'em take me

[Chorus]

Now I have to find a way out

I have to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

[Verse 2]

When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me

I turn into someone I hate completely

[Pre-Chorus 2]

It's me against the world (Take cover)

You cannot fix me

And just throw me to the wolves

I'm a victim of self-pity

[Chorus]

Now I have to find a way out

I have to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

Now I have to find a way back

I have to make a choice

I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me

[Bridge]

I've given up

I'm in for a lifetime of

Second-guessing everything that I've become (That I've become)

My mind plays games when I'm alone

Self-medicated, intoxication takes control

Now I have to find my way out

I have to find my voice

These thoughts are no good for me

[Chorus]

Now I have to find a way out

I have to find my voice

I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

Now I have to find a way back

I have to make a choice

I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me