Clandestine

I'm visionary I've seen it in my dreams My eyes roll back and see what I'm to be complete Your apparition is reflected on me The lights will flicker in the dark Breathe, I can't escape you now My body's losing heat And soon enough, you'll stop my heart I can't remember how it felt to be alive And now I'm haunted by the thoughts of suicide I used to see in color Now I just see in shades of grey Now I'm feeling faint Can't think of words to say I know you're trying to see through my opaque Just wanna fade away My feelings seem arcane I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy Haunting me Bury me in the clandestine garden The dirt will break away Calcium and decay And no-one's gonna smell my blood The trail's going cold now I'm left here on my own now Seeking all the demons Now I wanna rest in peace I feel my body fall apart Leave and shut the door behind you Swallow down the key And leave the lock chained to my heart (And leave the lock chained to my heart) Now I'm feeling faint Can't think of words to say I know you're trying to see through my opaque Just wanna fade away My feelings seem arcane I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy Haunting me Bury me in the clandestine garden Bury me Cover me in ashes We go from dust to dust And yet we rot Six feet under Lulling me into an earthly slumber Take me up to the alter Sacrifice me (Don't wanna think about it, just tell me think about it) Take my life please (Don't wanna think about it, I'm standing in the panic) I used to see in color Now I just see in shades of grey Now I'm feeling faint Can't think of words to say I know you're trying to see through my opaque Just wanna fade away My feelings seem arcane I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy Haunting me Bury me in the clandestine garden Goodbye Bury me