Clandestine

I'm visionary
I've seen it in my dreams
My eyes roll back and see what I'm to be complete
Your apparition is reflected on me
The lights will flicker in the dark
Breathe, I can't escape you now
My body's losing heat
And soon enough, you'll stop my heart
I can't remember how it felt to be alive
And now I'm haunted by the thoughts of suicide
I used to see in color
Now I just see in shades of grey
Now I'm feeling faint
Can't think of words to say
I know you're trying to see through my opaque
Just wanna fade away
My feelings seem arcane
I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet
Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy
Haunting me
Bury me in the clandestine garden
The dirt will break away
Calcium and decay
And no-one's gonna smell my blood
The trail's going cold now
I'm left here on my own now
Seeking all the demons
Now I wanna rest in peace
I feel my body fall apart
Leave and shut the door behind you
Swallow down the key
And leave the lock chained to my heart
(And leave the lock chained to my heart)
Now I'm feeling faint
Can't think of words to say
I know you're trying to see through my opaque
Just wanna fade away
My feelings seem arcane
I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet
Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy
Haunting me
Bury me in the clandestine garden
Bury me
Cover me in ashes
We go from dust to dust
And yet we rot
Six feet under
Lulling me into an earthly slumber
Take me up to the alter
Sacrifice me
(Don't wanna think about it, just tell me think about it)
Take my life please
(Don't wanna think about it, I'm standing in the panic)
I used to see in color
Now I just see in shades of grey
Now I'm feeling faint
Can't think of words to say
I know you're trying to see through my opaque
Just wanna fade away
My feelings seem arcane
I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet
Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy
Haunting me
Bury me in the clandestine garden
Goodbye

Bury me