burning/bones

I have no love to give Nothing to seek There's no god coming for me Still numb to it all To the strangers I meet Fake conversations With your tongue in cheek Screaming internally I'm sick of it all Somebody please kill me What do you want? What did you expect? Bleed me dry And then bore me to death You made me look pathetic When I begged you for your forgiveness So good fucking riddance I'll never forget That you left at my lowest It's fucking embarrassing Thinking you meant anything You left me with nothing Nothing Whilе I roam the room Hearing evеry excuse How the fuck can you just sit there and convince yourself That you're telling the truth And it was always me and it was never you I would hate you if I could So we'll say nothing some more While I mourn a loss Of someone Who doesn't care anymore You just don't get it You know you're so pathetic Maybe you'll learn to accept it When you keep it copacetic Yeah I'm apathetic When you're so pathetic You just don't get it When you keep it copacetic Anger only grows It's burning in my bones A pain you'll never know So many nights I'd sit and fantasize your ghost Extortionist, VCTMS, 2026 motherfucker, go You'd stand in front of me and stare as I spit out my fucking teeth Waiting to take another piece Another part of me that wasn't yours to keep Still bleeding, still seething as long as you are still breathing I hope your heart stops beating, maybe then I would escape this fucking pain I will not sleep until you're rotting down underneath Fuck you for every memory that you've taken away from me You made me look pathetic Begging for your forgiveness So good fucking riddance I'll never forget That you left at my lowest Too stubborn to admit I would have given anything To have you again I know that I should I would hate you if I could I have no love to give Nothing to seek There's no god coming for me Still numb to it all To the strangers I meet Fake conversations With your tongue in cheek Did you enjoy it? While I sobbed on my knees You sat there and lied through your teeth Love is fucking embarrassing I know you loved when I watched you leave And you were right I fucking hate you I'll never forget that you left me at my lowest I'll never forget when you became such a fucking bitch