Crippling // Form

Stuck in a rut I'm existing in the in between Still empty and splitting at the seams Misery, so good at killing my self esteem The one of my dreams, I'm still lucky you love me Even when I don't love myself You make me feel important Almost like I'm someone else Self loathing and self pity Thanks for extending your help You never made things easy Taught me love is never enough Showed me all I have is my bad luck Subdued, I am broken at the thought of you You're not the fucking person that I thought I knew Motionless I've become undone Overwhelmed by self disgust Crippling form, forced to adjust Vacancy still acts as my crutch Motionless I've become undone Overwhelmed by self disgust Crippling form, forced to adjust Vacancy still acts as my crutch My doubt was all that bloomed Fear was all that moved This pain inside my chest reminds me what I've been through My doubt was all that bloomed Fear was all that moved This pain inside my chest reminds me what I've been through Stuck in a rut I'm existing in the in between Forever empty, splitting at the seams Misery, gave into you like nicotine You're the devil in my bloodstream The one thing I could never leave Exhaustion fills the hole you left These senseless sentiments I've tried hard to forget I'm so fucking worn out, the devil always wins These demons on my back keep pulling me in