Devil’s Door

I'm better off hanging from that ceiling When I found everything a little less appealing Now i'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing has finally won I'm better off hanging from that ceiling When I found everything a little less appealing Now i'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing has finally won We are all victims of our own minds My youth may it rest in peace It's not the same, nor will it ever be At the centerfold hoping these thoughts cease I'm sick of all the things I know i'll never achieve Feeling pretty low, warranted to decompose Bent backwards, why can't I let this go? Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? A people pleaser, an addiction to run its course I'm still flooded with that guilt and remorse Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? I'm better off hanging from that ceiling When i found everything a little less appealing Now i'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing has finally won Expended myself for the sake of others Now my mental state lies within the gutter Volume III of this collection, here's your introduction Just someone who's obsessed with my own self destruction Crippling stress and impulsion A downer that's filled with unease, who wears their heart on their sleeve And i've done all I could but I can't resist hopelessness I can't stop being a nervous wreck I'll chew my nails to the bone And grind my teeth till my mouth stays closed Still irrelevant and useless Fuck