When I wasn't well
I started to lose control
Closer to hell
Than I'd ever been before
Older and older
Try to hold on to myself
Closer and closer
My walls folded in on themselves
I'm not afraid
Whatever may come to pass
Lights start and fade
Darkness will fall at last
Older and older
Better to no longer pretend
Over my shoulder
Try to see but can't comprehend
I never thought I'd be
Breaking to no longer pretend
Choking on everything
Looking ahead in time
Run through the mountainside
Never gonna leave this place alive
Into the gold mine
Enter where I haven't before
Set in a straight line
Push ahead and run for the door
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