Entryism

I want to begin Better than before Banished from this place Seeking solid form Wade into my time Will not be deterred Bending to my line Vision faded, blurred Waiting for the day I get what I deserve Try to stay awake Is this what I'm worth? Right before my eyes The river drained fo blood Standing on the edge Panic fills my gut I want to begin Better than before Banished from this place Seeking solid form Wade into my tide Will not be deterred Bending to my ine Vision blurred Waiting for the day I'm safe from where I've been Keeping me away They'll never let me in Right before my eyes The river drained of blood Standing of the edge Panic fills my gut