Infinity

[Chorus] Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it [Verse 1: Weerd Science] Now I can tell you're growing bored of me Like you finally figured out that I don't deserve you But you always meant more to me And while your body borders me, it's clear to me We only have so much love to give so we rationed it accordingly Now we can handle this very adult and orderly As long as you don't speak to me in that tone and condescendingly order me In order for me to be under control you can't corner me 'Cause I'll fly off the handle and scream "You're just a fucking whore to me!" More importantly, in the very core of me I know that you were right, 'cause loving you has become a chore to me And I know that you won't hear this song 'Cause it's been a solid couple years since you outwardly supported me Now with suspicion or rather sordidly I jot these lyrics in my pad to release the deepest thoughts stored in me (Yeah) According to me, fortunately we only wasted five years But I thank you for the love that you afforded me [Chorus] Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it [Verse 2: Weerd Science] Half-sincere apologies seem to follow me everywhere And though I swear solemnly that I care I can't promise that you will tomorrow Something blue, something borrowed Something carved out in the middle 'till it's cold and it's hollow I never thought that we'd turn into this A broken heart with a valve shut off and the lips served as tourniquet Sure it gets hard but I guess we're not concerned with it Even the greatest loves'll die if we're not present or there to service it But I guess that's an excuse I know that I was gone a long time on the road And I guess you just got used to it Nobody can do for me what you did You taught me how to find truth even when it hides deep inside where lies live And that's why I'd give anything for you More than just content, you deserve the dreams you're after too And I know we can't be wrong, but I can only stand up for our love on eggshells for so long and... [Chorus] Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it [Verse 3: Weerd Science] Now it would be the truth if I said that I felt stuck But again it would be the truth if I said I'd never give you up Never felt such confusion Yeah, we put on a happy face and a smile But it's only in hopes of selling the illusion Grips that used to be tightened, loosened We sit in stew in this apartment Annoyed by what we used to find amusing See, we've become the very thing that we vowed not to be And it's that failure that keeps us trapped in our hypocrisy This is not you and me, we've become something else Two enemies forced to give pieces of one's self This was supposed to be infinity, but I guess that's not true This is goodbye, I will always love you [Chorus] Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it Give my gun away when it's loaded If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it