Infinity

[Chorus]

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

[Verse 1: Weerd Science]

Now I can tell you're growing bored of me

Like you finally figured out that I don't deserve you

But you always meant more to me

And while your body borders me, it's clear to me

We only have so much love to give so we rationed it accordingly

Now we can handle this very adult and orderly

As long as you don't speak to me in that tone and condescendingly order me

In order for me to be under control you can't corner me

'Cause I'll fly off the handle and scream

"You're just a fucking whore to me!"

More importantly, in the very core of me

I know that you were right, 'cause loving you has become a chore to me

And I know that you won't hear this song

'Cause it's been a solid couple years since you outwardly supported me

Now with suspicion or rather sordidly

I jot these lyrics in my pad to release the deepest thoughts stored in me (Yeah)

According to me, fortunately we only wasted five years

But I thank you for the love that you afforded me

[Chorus]

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

[Verse 2: Weerd Science]

Half-sincere apologies seem to follow me everywhere

And though I swear solemnly that I care

I can't promise that you will tomorrow

Something blue, something borrowed

Something carved out in the middle 'till it's cold and it's hollow

I never thought that we'd turn into this

A broken heart with a valve shut off and the lips served as tourniquet

Sure it gets hard but I guess we're not concerned with it

Even the greatest loves'll die if we're not present or there to service it

But I guess that's an excuse

I know that I was gone a long time on the road

And I guess you just got used to it

Nobody can do for me what you did

You taught me how to find truth even when it hides deep inside where lies live

And that's why I'd give anything for you

More than just content, you deserve the dreams you're after too

And I know we can't be wrong, but I can only stand up for our love on eggshells for so long and...

[Chorus]

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

[Verse 3: Weerd Science]

Now it would be the truth if I said that I felt stuck

But again it would be the truth if I said I'd never give you up

Never felt such confusion

Yeah, we put on a happy face and a smile

But it's only in hopes of selling the illusion

Grips that used to be tightened, loosened

We sit in stew in this apartment

Annoyed by what we used to find amusing

See, we've become the very thing that we vowed not to be

And it's that failure that keeps us trapped in our hypocrisy

This is not you and me, we've become something else

Two enemies forced to give pieces of one's self

This was supposed to be infinity, but I guess that's not true

This is goodbye, I will always love you

[Chorus]

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it

Give my gun away when it's loaded

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it