Promises

[Intro] [?] drink [Verse 1: Wiki] I can't see no end, I swear I need me a Benz I don't know how to drive, I ain't ever drove in my life Only ever rode me a bike Look, you could call me crazy My grandmother's name was Mercedes, maiden name Garcia My other grandma's was Brady First name Clio, same as my moms She was born same day as my aunt That's on Patty, she got the same name as me, ain't that hard? Commemorate the ladies that made me Why I need that peace sign on my car Maybe I'm going too far I got a chain on my neck that I never take off, even when night falls Man I'm just high [?] Sitting out Riverside Park, feel like a fly on the wall I observe shit, my mind goes off Almost like my eyes get crossed It's hard to follow my thoughts Keep track of all of them at once [Pre-Chorus: Wiki] When I'm all alone sometimes my mind got a mind of its own And I know I'm grown but sometimes it's hard to find my way home They say it's what you make it but sometimes it's hard to find a place you know I still ain't made enough for my ass just to stay indoors [Chorus: Duendita] Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you [?] I'm thanking God for your life Holding me down all the time [?] [Verse 2: Wiki] Last year, this year, which year was the best year? I don't give a fuck until next year I might hit the bench, take a rest year I'ma let you know when the sweat clear But can't get there til I get here Can't calm down til I come up Oh you on now [?] what Looking at me like a dumb fuck Rap for a living must be fun, huh? More like when I was 21 was I never knew what the fuss was No I ain't ever knew what the rush was We got all day man the sun's up Spent too much time getting fucked up Man I'm gone with the [?] Wet like the river I'm letting the liquor flow I'ma give what I get, even if what I get ain't reciprocal Don't mean to go back to the ritual [Pre-Chorus: Wiki] When I'm all alone sometimes my mind got a mind of its own And I know I'm grown but sometimes it's hard to find my way home They say it's what you make it but sometimes it's hard to find a place you know I still ain't made enough for my ass just to stay indoors [Chorus: Duendita] Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you [?] I'm thanking God for your life Holding me down all the time [?] [Verse 3: Wiki] Gotta shout out [?] everything she put me on to Born to be rich, put a [?] First time I played a gig she showed me Saturday Night Fever as a little ass kid I started to move my hips, shit don't get as true as this Shit you could move to this, catch a groove to this Maybe think of who I miss I ain't finished going through my list Rest in peace to La Dona, that's my mom's best friend Never seen a smile so big in my life, nah nah never since then She knew I was gonna do something She called it when I was like 10, listened to what I said Commemorate the ladies that made us men, still tryna make amends Tryna find my peace, keep my mind at ease I'ma beg and plead, when will the cycle cease? I need weed to smoke so I can eat Just so I can drink, what's wrong with me? What I need, brew to think honestly Next day I'm puking up, obviously 'Cause I ain't ate enough and drank too much Start again, now I need weed to puff You see I'm stuck, am I changing enough? I don't wanna be the neighborhood drunk [Chorus: Duendita] Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you Dreaming of, dreaming of you Thinking of [?] you [?] I'm thanking God for your life Holding me down all the time [?]