Promises

[Intro]

[?] drink

[Verse 1: Wiki]

I can't see no end, I swear I need me a Benz

I don't know how to drive, I ain't ever drove in my life

Only ever rode me a bike

Look, you could call me crazy

My grandmother's name was Mercedes, maiden name Garcia

My other grandma's was Brady

First name Clio, same as my moms

She was born same day as my aunt

That's on Patty, she got the same name as me, ain't that hard?

Commemorate the ladies that made me

Why I need that peace sign on my car

Maybe I'm going too far

I got a chain on my neck that I never take off, even when night falls

Man I'm just high [?]

Sitting out Riverside Park, feel like a fly on the wall

I observe shit, my mind goes off

Almost like my eyes get crossed

It's hard to follow my thoughts

Keep track of all of them at once

[Pre-Chorus: Wiki]

When I'm all alone sometimes my mind got a mind of its own

And I know I'm grown but sometimes it's hard to find my way home

They say it's what you make it but sometimes it's hard to find a place you know

I still ain't made enough for my ass just to stay indoors

[Chorus: Duendita]

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

[?]

I'm thanking God for your life

Holding me down all the time

[?]

[Verse 2: Wiki]

Last year, this year, which year was the best year?

I don't give a fuck until next year

I might hit the bench, take a rest year

I'ma let you know when the sweat clear

But can't get there til I get here

Can't calm down til I come up

Oh you on now [?] what

Looking at me like a dumb fuck

Rap for a living must be fun, huh?

More like when I was 21 was

I never knew what the fuss was

No I ain't ever knew what the rush was

We got all day man the sun's up

Spent too much time getting fucked up

Man I'm gone with the [?]

Wet like the river

I'm letting the liquor flow

I'ma give what I get, even if what I get ain't reciprocal

Don't mean to go back to the ritual

[Pre-Chorus: Wiki]

When I'm all alone sometimes my mind got a mind of its own

And I know I'm grown but sometimes it's hard to find my way home

They say it's what you make it but sometimes it's hard to find a place you know

I still ain't made enough for my ass just to stay indoors

[Chorus: Duendita]

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

[?]

I'm thanking God for your life

Holding me down all the time

[?]

[Verse 3: Wiki]

Gotta shout out [?] everything she put me on to

Born to be rich, put a [?]

First time I played a gig she showed me Saturday Night Fever as a little ass kid

I started to move my hips, shit don't get as true as this

Shit you could move to this, catch a groove to this

Maybe think of who I miss

I ain't finished going through my list

Rest in peace to La Dona, that's my mom's best friend

Never seen a smile so big in my life, nah nah never since then

She knew I was gonna do something

She called it when I was like 10, listened to what I said

Commemorate the ladies that made us men, still tryna make amends

Tryna find my peace, keep my mind at ease

I'ma beg and plead, when will the cycle cease?

I need weed to smoke so I can eat

Just so I can drink, what's wrong with me?

What I need, brew to think honestly

Next day I'm puking up, obviously

'Cause I ain't ate enough and drank too much

Start again, now I need weed to puff

You see I'm stuck, am I changing enough?

I don't wanna be the neighborhood drunk

[Chorus: Duendita]

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

Dreaming of, dreaming of you

Thinking of [?] you

[?]

I'm thanking God for your life

Holding me down all the time

[?]