Candles

Sinning too much I just hope I'm heaven bound But I know it's not the end Why do I feel like time is running out? You've got so much life to live Feeling pain when I feel bliss Exorcism chains they grip Restaurant when I was kid And still today, icy hot it goes away Inglewood, the scent of paint Candles on the centerpiece I wish I could walk away I wish I could walk away I wish I could walk away I wish I could feel the same Terrible and awful pain I'm sorry that I feel this way Take a picture every day Clouds are like the matinee Everybody goes away I'm still thinking of what to say Say your name in empty rooms I just hope I'm getting through 'Cause I don't know what else to do And still today, my mother calls me every night I let it ring a thousand times I hate that I'm afraid to fly The whole world turned to columbine I think about you all the time And stare into the candle light