Mixed Emotions (I Didn’t Know How to Tell You What I Was Going Through)

I was more forgiving In the beginning, you know, you never let the good ones go Holding onto you like rope Talking to my memories Like they would remember me, oh, the good ones never get old Rest of them, I let go Ooh, when did you stop making sense? "You're slurring your words again," he said Strung out on the bed, I can't handle this (handle this, handle this) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions You're a lightweight, gotta get your head straight Hellbent on a mistake, mistake And oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions It's a little bit funny how It all makes sense in the here and now Oh, we were just boys back then Hanging on by a thread Didn't know how to tell you What it was I had been going through Oh, it's better left unsaid It's been weighing me down since then Ooh, when did you stop making sense? "You're slurring your words again," he said Strung out on the bed, I can't handle this (handle this, handle this) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions So, tell me, tell me how your night went Guess you lost license, did they like your accent? And oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions Mixed emotions I'm dancing on the ceiling (ceiling, ceiling) Like I just lost all feeling (feeling, feeling) It's history repeating (repeating, repeating) I'm not mind reading I'm dancing on the ceiling Like I just lost all feeling It's history repeating I'm not mind reading (listening) Face me, tell me how I'm complexed, you are codependent Pretend to be affected, life without you isn't sweet Face me, tell me how I'm complexed, you are codependent Pretend to be affected, life without you isn't sweet, isn't so sweet Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions Oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions You're a lightweight, gotta get your head straight Hellbent on a mistake, mistake And oh-oh-oh-oh, I've got mixed, mixed emotions Mixed emotions