INFANCY

[Verse 1] Yeah, Yung Tat Huh, back to the old days Back to my old house Momma cookin' breakfast Daddy need to work now Early morning rain, on the couch Watchin cartoons Chocolate milk and very crunchy cookies Wish I could back to my dear little infancy Times when I had to play in the street, with my cousins With my toys Everything I was on my own, on my dear little infancy Used to go to school, shi' was so damn cool Granny used to make my lunch Now my life just giving punch On my fuckin' head Damn I miss my old damn house I miss the old times when we slept on the couch And even on my worsts, momma took care of me Sorry I made you cry mom, imma fuckin' beast Never wanted to make you feel bad or feel sad Stupid fuckin' messages coming out on my brain They tellin' mе, good to sleep Pick a medicine, take it now Takе your life [Chorus] Yeah, yeah I was happy on these moments of free times Now we grow ass mans, we don't have time for anything Wish I could be back to my infancy Yeah, yeah Damn I miss my old dear little infancy Fuck, yeah [Verse 2] I just can't take my life, I need to be strong Like my aunt was strong, fighting every day She fights even when they tell her to stop And she stayed with us in the hospital In my brothers asthma attacks And she was there for him She was there for everyone She died, fighting every day She was strong, she was strong I love you aunt, you will be forever my mom Even if you not here, I can feel you on my skin I got demons watchin' me Angels flying over me Imma waste of time I know I can't take it easy But the old good times made me realize Imma man now I went through alot of things Niggas just won't get I grew stronger, I didn't let drugs consume me I tried to leave earlier but now I'm here I'm rhyming high and low of my fucked up things [Chorus] Yeah Wish I could be back to my infancy Yeah, yeah Damn I miss my old dear little infancy Fuck, yeah [Verse 3] But what's the price? What's the price of everything I don't see points in my life I just can't see anything I'm tired and I think this is dragging me so down I wake up every day just wishing is my last I wake up every day, how I'm moving my racks If I don't survive, I know I failed like a person 'Cuz imma horrible person Imma fucking freak But at least I had friends with me They helped me to live Imma set them free I'll let them live what I haven't lived And it's my goodbye season Theres no goodbye kiss and no goodbye hugs I'll die here Damn bro, I really need to sleep now [Chorus] Yeah, yeah We were happy during those carefree times Now we are grown up and we don't have time for anything Wish I could be back to my infancy Yeah, yeah Damn I miss my old dear little infancy Fuck, yeah