INFANCY

[Verse 1]

Yeah, Yung Tat

Huh, back to the old days

Back to my old house

Momma cookin' breakfast

Daddy need to work now

Early morning rain, on the couch

Watchin cartoons

Chocolate milk and very crunchy cookies

Wish I could back to my dear little infancy

Times when I had to play in the street, with my cousins

With my toys

Everything

I was on my own, on my dear little infancy

Used to go to school, shi' was so damn cool

Granny used to make my lunch

Now my life just giving punch

On my fuckin' head

Damn I miss my old damn house

I miss the old times when we slept on the couch

And even on my worsts, momma took care of me

Sorry I made you cry mom, imma fuckin' beast

Never wanted to make you feel bad or feel sad

Stupid fuckin' messages coming out on my brain

They tellin' mе, good to sleep

Pick a medicine, take it now

Takе your life

[Chorus]

Yeah, yeah

I was happy on these moments of free times

Now we grow ass mans, we don't have time for anything

Wish I could be back to my infancy

Yeah, yeah

Damn I miss my old dear little infancy

Fuck, yeah

[Verse 2]

I just can't take my life, I need to be strong

Like my aunt was strong, fighting every day

She fights even when they tell her to stop

And she stayed with us in the hospital

In my brothers asthma attacks

And she was there for him

She was there for everyone

She died, fighting every day

She was strong, she was strong

I love you aunt, you will be forever my mom

Even if you not here, I can feel you on my skin

I got demons watchin' me

Angels flying over me

Imma waste of time

I know I can't take it easy

But the old good times made me realize

Imma man now

I went through alot of things

Niggas just won't get

I grew stronger, I didn't let drugs consume me

I tried to leave earlier but now I'm here

I'm rhyming high and low of my fucked up things

[Chorus]

Yeah

Wish I could be back to my infancy

Yeah, yeah

Damn I miss my old dear little infancy

Fuck, yeah

[Verse 3]

But what's the price?

What's the price of everything

I don't see points in my life

I just can't see anything

I'm tired and I think this is dragging me so down

I wake up every day just wishing is my last

I wake up every day, how I'm moving my racks

If I don't survive, I know I failed like a person

'Cuz imma horrible person

Imma fucking freak

But at least I had friends with me

They helped me to live

Imma set them free

I'll let them live what I haven't lived

And it's my goodbye season

Theres no goodbye kiss and no goodbye hugs

I'll die here

Damn bro, I really need to sleep now

[Chorus]

Yeah, yeah

We were happy during those carefree times

Now we are grown up and we don't have time for anything

Wish I could be back to my infancy

Yeah, yeah

Damn I miss my old dear little infancy

Fuck, yeah