darkness

[Intro]:

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All of this pain man, I can't

Breathe

[Verse 1]:

Yeah, uh

Here we go again

Yeah

Here we go again

Here we go again

Here we go again

Yo

You know I walk thru the valley of death

Vest on, timbz on

Neva thought that shit

Would be so complex

Losin love, family memberz and yo friends like that

I can’t really stay lone

Been destroyin myself

But you don't care

I wish you neva let me out

Not respondin my phone calls

Shit was lame no doubt

Growin up

It's way harder

Than the shit that i thought

Need that bread 4 my fam

Gotta grind, find a job

I can’t

Follow my dreams because i ain't got time

I can't 

Get that time back because it means they will starve

I'm on

Another level

Another step thru depression

Always scared about my future

Like mane

Now what's gon happen?

Can't make a move

Without thinkin bout the next, yeah

Fightin anxiety

While it 's rippin up my chest

Yeah

I thought i seen dark times

That wasn't shit compared

This feels way worse

Suicidal thoughts 

Tryina control myself

I need someone who really cares

Yeah

But nobody really there

Too hard 

To find a way out by myself

Been needin some help

Mane a yungin feelin trapped

Is this the end?

Can’t scream out

House made of glass

Always got a timer 

And these voices in my head

How much do i have left?

Cause i realized that

Time

The only thing

That matters on this earth

You can’t go back

I can't go back

Can’t find solutions 

I can't bring my homies back

All of my idols dead

I dont know where to look

Now yung 5th

What's up with that?

What's up with you?

Yeah

This is my ode to the darkness

Just lemme find a way out

Yeah

This is the ode for the hopeless 

Just let em find a way out

Yeah

This for the times i feel lost man

Just lemme find the way now

Yeah

This is my ode to the darkness

Just lemme find a way out

Yeah

Here we go again

Here we go again

Here we go again

Here we go