i still check your playlists

I still check your playlists, I've memorized them all
The songs that you're deleting, the ones you're putting on
You never cared for lyrics, the opposite of me
You only hear the music, the chords and melody
I still check your playlists, a dangerous amount
You'll probably never notice, I follow your account

I still check your playlists, you've added all my songs
But you're not really listening, you only hum along
I've spelt your name in secret, you only hear the noise
You'll never understand it, I'm screaming to the void
I still check your playlists, in sickness and in health
As if you're ever cryptic, as if you're meaning well

I still check your playlists, at any chance I get
When I know there's no message, it's better to pretend
And when you find a new girl, I hope she knows my name
And when I come on shuffle, she begs you to explain
I find it so ironic, I write them out to you
And when she reads my lyrics, you'll say you never knew