In My Mind

[Verse 1: Loui]

Uh

Behind close doors I'm everything I wanted to be and still more

It's such a shame

Man its a real fucking shame

I'm looking to the world through the windowpane

But ain't nobody in this world could understand my pain

Cause what I lived through nobody could've done the same

But loneliness thats in my mind

I try to socialize but in this woman I reside

Can no one understand what's been going in my mind

Yeah thats why I distance myself away

Cause these four walls are my escape

Cause in my room is where I will stay today

[Verse 2: Jody Fontaine]

I been in my mind

I been in my zone

Imma lose control as the days get old

And the shades don't close

And the rain so strong that it start to burn holes through the fabric of my soul

Relapse relapse

Trying to get back get back

To when I was fourteen slapping three stacks

When I was sixteen trying to get my melody back

This music give me purpose wish my family could see that

Sitting in my room mostly hungry for succession

Trying to be the best

Killing whoever contest it

Trying to reach heights

Theres nobody I could sweat with

Who I'm neck to neck with

When I recollect I see

Sitting on the floor trying to find my purpose

Writing poems like oh my is it even worth it

Buying jordan cause I don't know if I deserve it

Curving as a verb trying to make this fucking verse hit

Posters on my wall and it’s staring at me

Frank told me fuck the oops

Make yourself happy

Chance told me stay persistent

Never let them catch me (Will they ever catch me? Hope they never catch me)

[Interlude: BabyBoy]

Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah

Hallelujah I'm free

That's a [?]

Put myself in a box and it blew up

Think I'm better all alone then I grew up

Like the ocean like the middle of the sea

All alone is just for me

Can ya'll get away from me

[?] coming in soon

[Chorus: Jody Fontaine]

I been in my room

I been in my mind

I been trying to hide

I ain't going outside

In my in my

I been in my in my

In my In my

I been in my in my

I been in my room

I been in my mind

I been trying to hide

I ain't going outside

In my in my

I been in my in my

In my In my

I been in my in my mind