Dead Air

Can't do this
Every word I second guess
Why is it when the silence hits
It feels like we don't exist
Everything I had to say
Bubbles up and goes away

Calm my nerves
In the morning everything looks so absurd
See the world in action
Everybody goes somewhere
Taking turns that lead nowhere
What's been goin' on out there
Listen and it's all dead air

What to say
All my plans have gone away
See right through
What I thought I had to do
Caught by night
Then I wake up feeling like I lost track of time
Didn't even notice

Thought I had to be somewhere
Over here or over there
Hibernate like grizzly bears
Listen and it's all dead air
Calm my nerves

In the morning wake up and put on some shirt
Even though I've got nowhere to go

All these days

Lately they just feel the same
I see right through
What I thought I had to prove
I'm ok
Least that's what I'll say
I'm okay
...maybe not, but that's what I'll say