Pathetic

[Verse 1]

I'm hurting, you know

You're probably fine while I'm sleeping alone

Is your bed getting cold?

Or do you have someone there you can hold?

While I'm starving myself, can't sleep or eat

Oh my God, nothing helps

I put me through hell

Giving you heaven

I hope that you're well

[Pre-Chorus]

All the stupid things I did to keep you here

[Chorus]

Loved you 'til I didn't love me

You'd mess up and I'd say sorry

Swear I needed you and meant it

God I'm so fucking pathetic

Drink too much and pull up your name

Text you to see if you're awake

No response, I know you read it

God I'm so fucking pathetic

[Verse 2]

All my friends know

It's been a yеar now I can't let you go

And it's starting to scare me

'Causе feeling this way's feeling too comfortable

Wish I could wake up

My brain would tell my heart

That you're not the one

But you're in my blood

God I'm so dramatic, I need to shut up

[Chorus]

Ooh, loved you 'til I didn't love me

You'd mess up and I'd say sorry

Swear I needed you and meant it

God I'm so fucking pathetic

Drink too much and pull up your name

Text you to see if you're awake

No response, I know you read it

God I'm so fucking pathetic

[Bridge]

Don't say you didn't love me

You know that's all a lie

Don't say you didn't want me

Don't say it, say it

[Chorus]

I loved you 'til I didn't love me

You'd mess up and I'd say sorry

Swear I needed you and meant it

God I'm so fucking pathetic

Drink too much and pull up your name

Text you to see if you're awake

No response, I know you read it

God I'm so fucking pathetic