I’m Sorry

All my life I broke everything I touched
Like my damn phone screen so I
Don't hear it when it ring
I wouldn't answer anyway
I'm afraid of conversations
They only lead to temptation
So I always spend the night and
I'm gone in the mornin'
And then those tears in your
Eyes turn to voicemail recordings
And I don't ever play 'em back
I just act like I ain't get it
And I act like nothin' happened
Then I text some other bitches
I know I'm not supposed to say that
You know my mama taught me better
I wish I had it all together
But I'm tearing at the seams
I'm colder than west coast weather
You say I never make sense
But my dollar signs comin' and you
Still down for the ride
Even if I make nothin', well
Ain't that somethin'
Ain't you sweet as honey bees
I just wish I wasn't broken
And all those miles on your car
I wish that I could give 'em back
I wish you never picked me up
I wish I never smiled back
And I wish I said nothin' when you
Told me that you loved me
And all those fuckin' love songs
I wish I never wrote them
But really most of all, I wish I wasn't lying
And I wish I had the time
To tell you what I mean
I'm always showing up late
Like our very first date
I ran away to Hollywood and
Said "I'll see you someday"