If you ask a stupid question
Then you get a stupid answer
And if you ask if I'm okay
I'm unhappy ever after
If you ask me how I'm coping
I'm like a minute from disaster
I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA
My world's spinning the wrong way round
Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm low-key down
Tryna find something to laugh about, oh-oh
Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness
Oh, why?
Ain't it funny, I wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say, "I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside"
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
I don't want a conversation
I'm not good around new people
I'd rather stick to what I know
And watch Malcom in the Middle
Feeling lonely when I'm in the crowd
Treading water, trying not to drown
Tryna find something to laugh about, oh-oh
Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness
Oh, why?
Ain't it funny, I wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say, "I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside"
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night
If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life