Coming Soon

I'm always waiting on my fall from grace
Not even 22 but i think it's coming soon
Can't feel my hands as they're clutching the sink
I'm staring into the mirror
Watching my face get weirder
Keep running out of shit to talk about
I'm a senior in college almost flunking out
Can't feel the months as they're passing me by
My time's disappearing
I guess it's been a year and
I'm doing fine
Only losing my mind every once in a while
And it's been cool
Only thinking I'm doomed every time that I do
Yeah it's a lot
But it's not
As much as I used to
I wonder if you burned that shirt with my face on it
I really hope you did
I'm losing sleep picturing you wearing it on the street
That's so disgusting to me
(That's so disgusting to me)
I wonder if I'll ever find myself in those trees
Where you begged me to get on my knees
Right off the path
Hope I never go back now
That's so disgusting to me
(That's so disgusting to me)
I'm doing fine
Only losing my mind every once in a while
And it's been cool
Only thinking Of you every time that I do
Still it's a lot
But it's not
As much as I used to
Well I used to be smart and I used to be nice
Now I'm neither of those but I've been feeling alright
And it used to be easy just coasting through life
And it's not anymore but I've been feeling alright
I'm doing fine
Only losing my mind every once in a while
And it's been cool
Only thinking Of you every time that I do
I'm always waiting on my fall from grace
Not even 22 but i think it's coming soon