Entry #8 - Terry

[Verse]

Yeah

I'm trying to fall in love again

Get Mase back with Puff again

Or Bernie with Republicans

You see what we up against

Chase a dream [?]

A little weed couldn't supplement these rumblings

My money's spent

I'm trying to make a hundred off a couple cents

What the fuck is this

Photos, pose, that pays shows

Spotify plays the same as pesos

Peanuts to me cause

[?] this fetus

[?]

Seat back and feet up

Beat down the leaders that cheat us of freedom

Be proud we read up, Aretha, Anita

I need some reassurance that this industry is worth it

Cause the inner me is nervous that this energy ain't working

I know this shit ain't perfect, I may be a different person

Cause I can't pretend I'm working with this worthlessness they worship

Chilling in my Birkens, freestyling, smirking

Deep down I'm freaked out

Peace out, it's hurting, uncertain

Searching for some universal sound

But when you need or when you look

That's when it's really hard to find

I've had a lot of time to shine really on my mind

I know the world is stone cold homie, that's the bottom line

But what about my mom and sister selling for their wines

So I'm coming from the vine every single time I rhyme

Fine, let's take it back to G.E. 1

When this rap shit was just for fun

Don't it feel good

Or when I spit, you just download on DatPiff

Rate it very high then that's it, fuck that shit

Or make hits then I live on the road

And meet my niece when she's eight years old

I don't know homie, sounds bold homie

Sounds like it'll all grow pretty old on me

I need more, homie

Gary V telling me to believe and if I don't then I be defeat

Well jeeze, I'm a head case, B in the best way

Means I'm unique and my jeans will impress date

Even the most mean-spirited inferior complex driven

Bond-esque villain still find the best in him, yes

That's living if I say so myself

This ain't for you man, this be for my health

Don't it feel good