She Loves My Not

[Verse 1]

I was a sad boy, I liked the sad chicks

Protest the process, problem addicts

She holds me accountable for all of the damage

But we were both digging through the trash trying to find a sandwich

Back when a kiss used to taste like a Camel

Back when we used to play the game just to gamble

We used to ride around the city on a surfboard

Working towards trying to afford a spot on the first floor

Yeah, I guess if you say so, we was comfortably numb in the back of a Rainbow

Choking on the same smoke, looking at the same show

Can't even remember what I came for

What? My name ain't known in the traps or the streets

But it rolls off the tongue like fuck the police

And now you're back up in the city getting sniffy

You only miss me when you're tipsy

[Chorus]

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

[Verse 2]

Ain't nothing changed but the coping mechanisms

There ain't an algorithm that can hold you in position

And when the bars close, we can drink it in the alleyway

When my heart goes, give thanks to my family

You're trying to use my soul as a weapon

I stole it back and took a selfie of my own reflection

And y'all can eat me and suck the skeleton

After I climb into that hole and go to heaven, seven

There's nowhere to stand and no space to share

Used to hold my hand, I used to hold your hair

Stay over there

You're still acting like I'm, I'm supposed to care

[Chorus]

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

[Verse 3]

Let's make a wish on a falling star

Like please don't let the star fall on me

Gotta handle my biz and try to catch a little bit

So I can teach my kids the same impractical shit

Must be something in the gutter running with the rainwater

Everybody wanna be popular with the name-droppers

They'll find me on the side of the rode

A la mode, don't even look at me, vámanos

I remember when forever didn't seem like what took you so long?

Got me counting down the numbers trying to push it along

And if I'm wrong, I'll admit I was wrong

And probably try to make it fit in a song

I don't know what to do, there's so much info

The sky is the roof and my phone's a window

Just put your hands in the air and hit follow

What a time to be alive and scared of tomorrow

[Chorus]

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not

She loves me, she loves my not