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Soundtrack to an Existential Crisis
heavy.

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heavy.

Release date: 26th August 2021

From Soundtrack to an Existential CrisisTrack 42:57

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"heavy." is a track by Au/Ra, from the album Soundtrack to an Existential Crisis, released 26th August 2021. The track is 2:57 long. It's filed under Pop. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 3 articles about Au/Ra.

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Au/Ra

Au/Ra

Lyrics

heavy.

If I had a gluestick strong enough
You know I would use it
But I don't
You're the first thing, I feel it in your hands
You're holding the pieces
But I can't
I'm too heavy, can't you see?
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me, let go of me
I'm too heavy, can't carry
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me
I'm too heavy
My face is purple now from balling up
Glass would shatter if we touched
Throw your pieces at me
I can't fix it
You start crumbling 'cause no one can
Only you
I'm too heavy, can't you see?
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me, let go of me
I'm too heavy, can't carry
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me
I'm too heavy
Waiting, stop waiting
Stop waiting for help
Waiting, stop waiting
You can only save yourself
I'm too heavy
I'm too heavy, can't you see?
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me, let go of me
I'm too heavy, can't carry
I'd take us both down
I'm too heavy
You should let go of me
I'm too heavy

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Track details

From Soundtrack to an Existential Crisis

2:572021

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Album

Soundtrack to an Existential Crisis

27th August 2021

Track number

4

Release year

2021

1Dead Girl! (Shake My Head)
3:14
2Screw Feelings
2:36
3Bite Marks
2:44
4heavy.
2:57

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