may showers

You're special
You're the only one
More useless and even bigger waste of flesh than I am
A hikikomori like you is even lower than a stray dog
I was so down to stick it out with you
Even with all of my pain surrounding you
I kept it together long enough
But I knew I needed a lot more love
I wanted somethin' a little more serious
So I hit the switch on you, and now
I'm finally out of the rain
I understand what you mean when you say, "It's over"
And never again
And I feel the same, when I go sobеr
Thinking 'bout them May showers
Thinking 'bout them May showеrs
Thinking 'bout them May showers
Thinking 'bout them May showers
I should've left when I could
(But you made it so hard, ooh)
I should've left when I could
(But you made it so hard, ooh)
And it's not the same
I finally embrace my shame
Finding out that I was worth so much more
Than you (Ooh)
I was so down to stick it out with you (Ooh)
I was so down to stick it out with you
I'm finally out of the rain
I understand what you mean when you say, "It's over"
And never again
And I feel the same when I go sober
Thinking 'bout them May showers
Thinking 'bout them May showers
Thinking 'bout them May showers
Thinking 'bout them May showers
I should've left when I could
(But you made it so hard, ooh)
I should've left when I could
(But you made it so hard, ooh)