Blue and Bloody

I feel safe when I'm bruised and helpless
And I like it when I am crying so hard that I am breathless
And not many people get this
I guess I'm fucking selfish

I get happy when you tell me that you're angry
And I get sad when you have nothing to say to me
Well, not many people can be
In this position that you put me in

But my knees are blue and bloody
And my bones are weak and tired
And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire
And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way
And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough
But I am not strong enough today

I feel best when I'm close to dying
You make me feel so sick, and I wish that I was lying
And every night I'm crying
But I still leave what you're providing
You have me right where I always should be
You bring me shivers so sharp that it could cut me
And if you set me free, I'll beg you just to keep me

But my knees are blue and bloody
And my bones are weak and tired
And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire
And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way
And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough
But I am not strong enough

And my knees are blue and bloody
And my bones are weak and tired
And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire
And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way
And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough
But I am not strong enough today