Destruction

I I wanna go
Oh I love destruction
I'm done with love and I got nothing for you
Cause when I talk yeah
I'm all messed up, but don't want this love
I'm too good for you

I ran through fire for you
I put myself below you
I don't wanna beg for a love that's not mine

But I did it all for you
I knew it when I saw you
But now I just wasted all of my time
And I wonder if it could go back in time and change
Is it gonna be okay?

But in your head I'm sadder than I said
I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing

But in your head I'm sadder than I said
I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing

Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive?
The way we're self-destructing?

I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive

Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive?
The way we're self-destructing?

I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive

And now I know I'm melting in my destruction
I've had enough and you don't have a clue
And all the memories are so broken
And your love split them wide open
I build my life around you
I thought you would change too
I don't wanna beg for anyone, it's my life
Cause I did it all for you
I knew it when I saw you
But now I've just wasted all of my time

But in your head I'm sadder than I said
I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing

Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive?
The way we're self-destructing?

I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive

In a love that won't stay
In a love that won't stay
In a love that won't stay
And now I'm so destructive

Every time I destruct
Look in my mirror I say
Things are broken now
But they didn't have to go that way
I've done too much begging in a love that won't stay
Every time I destruct
Look in my mirror I say
Things are broken now
But they didn't have to go that way
I've done too much begging in a love that won't stay

When I was your girl
You made me believe I ruled your world
And you swore to me
That our planets aligned
And years down the line
I tried to reach out to you online
And you swore to me
You'd never see me again
Fuck the damage

And now I'm so destructive