Butterfly Boy

And it goes from a one to one hundred
Hit a nerve and it's spiraling all out of control
And it's hard to let it go
It comes with the territory
The vulnerability feels like an ocean
So cold when you're making it down into the deep
Then it's ten thousand degrees

And here it comes again
And there's nothing you can do
Because it's nothing that you did
Ooh, just let me catch my breath
I don't think what I heard was what you said

Maybe every time I let it cut so deep
It's waking up a part of me that I wanted to feel
Maybe it's part of the deal
Maybe this is something that'll hold me down
Or maybe it's a superpower, but it's for real
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?

And it's better to feel something than nothing
But the fragility is killing me with
Skin thinner than a butterfly
Mood swinging with the changing tides again

And there's nothing you can do
Because it's nothing that you did
Ooh, just let me catch my breath
I don't think what I heard was what you said

Maybe every time I let it cut so deep
It's waking up a part of me that I wanted to feel
Maybe it's part of the deal
Maybe this is something that'll hold me down
Or maybe it's a superpower, but it's for real
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?

Maybe it's part of the deal
Beside me, I'll be there quietly
Oh, I want the best for you, you know that I do
Remember the time we sat on the beach
Your head in your hands, it was special to me
Didn't say a lot, but I knew it was true
The secrets you keep, I'm keeping them too
You know that I do, I keep 'em for you
The memories made are too much to lose
Well, I hope that you do remember them too
I hope that you do, I hope that you do