Earthstrong

Look, bunch of bless me around me
Keep it real all the time there's not
A yes man around me, one or two
Killers beg you don't test man around
Me, less is more so I keep less man
Around me, but the ones that I do
Certy, proof's in the pudding know
They won't dessert me, when it gets
Sticky stand firmly never crumble
Never break and when it's for the
Love not the money that's the icing
On the cake, went from hundreds
And thousands to million dollar cake
That's what I call cheffin yeah that's
How I bake, and yeah the grass is
Greener but it's hiding more snakes
In the form of fake love and some
Dodgy handshakes and bruddas
Want beef but it's long, man'll take
It beyond, it's best we just keep it
Plant based, yeah, gimme my flowers
While I can still smell em, been to hell
And back so Mum can live in heaven
Grew up on the ends saw a lot tings
And can't forget em, post traumatic
Stress gotta a lot of demons, tryna
Quell em, tryna unlearn all the bad
Traits that I've developed, Usher
In a new frame of mind this is my
Confession, maintaining balance in
My cerebellum, any given day living
On a spectrum, euphoric bliss to
Some deep depression, all the colours
In between, gotta make a conscious
Effort, suicide our cruelest weapon
Takes as second, life is precious, life
Is pressures, life's a lesson, all I'm
Saying check your bredrins, I got
Friends I cannot message, should've
Messaged, never checked my
Gran before she passed I am now
Regretting, rest in peace nana I'm
Sorry I love you, I'm so glad I said
It, when I saw you 'round Feb-ish
Tears in my eyes as I write, I weren't
Prepared but I'll be alright, my Dad's
An old skull tuff guy, I rarely see the
Man cry, but when his Mum died he
Reverted to a young child, in that
Moment in him, I saw I, knowing one
Day that will be me, the cycle of life
My child watching me as I break
Down inside, just the thought
Got me losing my mind
Just the thought alone got me
Praying for mine, praying for time
Praying for time, praying
For health, praying for life, more life
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