Painkiller

You've been such a jerk
Since you left last week
You're careful with your words
But I'm pulling teeth
You said this wouldn't hurt
Give me cavities
And all of your apologies
Are only empty calories
After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that's worth saving?
Every conversation puts me
Back on medication
Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're sayin'
Do I look like her?
Does she talk like me?
Been feeling insecure
Codependency is
Hard to break when you
Never make it easy
Reconstructive surgery
Can't fix my anxiety
After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that's worth saving?
Every conversation puts me
Back on medication
Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're sayin'
You're sayin'

Take me to the hospital
I need Paracetamol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief
Take me to the hospital
Fill me up with Tylenol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief, oh!