Time Alone

[Sample]

Maybe we need some time alone

I try to forget you

Fuck the day I met you

Yeah sometimes I lie and say you're nothing special

You threw it all away

Truth is I prolly let you

Fuck I know there's nothing right about the way I left you

Watched you fly away

Fuck am I insane

Getting high as I try in vain just to hide the pain

Feels like I'm playing in a final game

And I can only take a few more before my spinals drain

How could anybody look up to me

My nigga just came home and he ain't tryna fuck with me

So I say this shit reluctantly

The other night I had a seizure in my fucking sleep

And I ain't even tell nobody shit

Wait until they hear this song

But everything I touch I just body it

So what kind of dope are you sleepin on

I'm a million dollar bet and I'll be damned if I let Sal take this million dollar debt

Free tears cheap blood in this millar dollar sweat

Sitting coach but I'm frontin like I'm stuntin on a jet

They don't want to put me on I'm a motherfucking threat

I'm a mess I'm possessed do you know what I possess

What possessed me to do it like the motherfucking best

I guess this weight on my chest starts to weigh a little less then

Try to fight the urge

Now I'm holdin back tears just to write the words

Please don't judge what you might observe and don't believe a word of what you might have heard

Cause this the horse's mouth

Welcome to the boss's house

And I got a bad bitch sprawled across the couch

But she's prolly only here cause she lost her house

I don't judge her but I won't love her

Just a warm body on these cold covers

Now her man can't get a hold of her

It's about to be a long summer

You may think this is some shit that we'll never achieve

But me and Cash seen some shit that made us believe

And even though we've been through hell to the greatest degree

At this point even death is a major relief

Real shit I miss my brother Zoe

Cause nothing is the same now

So I pray to God that he coming home

Cause even motherfuckers handshakes change now

We act hard like it's all muscle

We all cried like fucking babies when we lost Duffle

And they wonder why I don't sleep

Spent a whole week jaws clenched so I don't speak

I could go weeks till my body goes weak

Cold sheets life's a bitch when you go cheap

Talkin like you married to the game but it's cold feet

Me I'm tryna lock the bitch down so she won't leave

Bullshit that the drama brings

I swear lately I've been going through the hardest things

I guess nobody knows what tomorrow brings

Today's peasant tomorrow's king

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