Letter To Agony

[Verse]

Oh, darling

I'm not doing so well

I'm so alone I just wanna come home

My spirits they finally fell

Girl you know I never feared death before

Out of the blue I feel like I am walking through tunnels down to the door

Every day I'm scared more and more

Personal power

I used to have so much

Yeah, I could move mountains and fight off the demons

But I lost my sense of touch

So lovesick

Worse than I ever knew

All of your sweet talk and fine lines that you walk are making me mad at you

And I wanna be mean to you

But it pains me to say that

'Cause I know it's not real

How can bring chemicals, small and so stupid, completely change how I feel

Connect the cable to my brain and rewrite the last forty days and all of the toxic waste spewing from me tonight

I fear there's no end in sight

[Chorus]

I love you so much it'll push you away

Push you away from me

And then I will hate, hate myself more than I do currently

My love's extreme

[Verse]

Oh, Lady Libra

Where's the balance now?

Both sides you see, but there's no sides left to me

Let me just take a bow

No, I won't deny you

Though I wanted it all

But I play the angel that sits at the table and won't ever take the fall

Like the ref who can't make the call

My sweet, sweetest sweetheart

With those honey-bear eyes

I won't let my craziness hold back your happiness and watch the years pass you by

You deserved a much better guy

Now I'm no longer scared to die

Just please bury me where you will be

Next to you for eternity

No, I'm no longer scared to die

[Chorus]

I love you so much it'll push you away

Push you away from me

And then I will hate, hate myself more

Than I do currently

My love's extreme