Feed the Sharks

I’m sick of telling myself

I am not what you did to me

I am not the awful things

That you want me to be

I think what makes me most mad

Is I should hate you, and I do

But mostly I just feel so broken down

And I want to know what it feels like

To be so sure of yourself

I’m not like that

I’m not like that now

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Until they’re bored of it

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Gonna feed the sharks

I’m sick of telling myself

I’m not fragile, I’m not weak

There’s a lion in my chest

Tugging at the seams

And it’s pulling at the sweatshirt

That you lent to me last fall

It was too big

It swallowed me whole

And I want to know what it feels like

To be so sure of yourself

I’m not like that

I’m not like that now

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Until they’re bored of it

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Gonna feed the sharks

Cut myself off. Show my teeth

If I’m miserable, I know you’re happy

Cut myself off. Show my teeth

If I’m miserable, I know you’re happy

I'm gonna feed the sharks

Gonna feed the sharks

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Until they’re bored of it

I’m gonna feed the sharks, gonna feed the sharks

Until they feel sick

Gonna let ‘em talk, gonna let ‘em talk

Gonna feed the sharks