Good at Feeling Bad

I want to keep today in my pocket

With the spare change I never spent

A bus pass from a foreign continent

For the days I feel like I’m drowning

With the dishes in the kitchen sink

Yell, “I’m sorry!” to the air conditioning

And all our friends are outside getting high

You’re the only one who’s feeling my vibe

I’m getting good at feeling bad

Ignore the thoughts running through my head

By now my darkness has a pedigree

I’m getting good at having something wrong with me

I’m good at feeling bad

I know that I’m chasing a feeling

With a Diet Coke and my favorite shirt

To cover up all the things that used to hurt

When I need something to help me sleep

Something to stay awake

I can’t keep track of what I take

And all our friends are outside getting high

You’re the only one who’s feeling my vibe

I’m getting good at feeling bad

Ignore the thoughts running through my head

By now my darkness has a pedigree

I’m getting good at having something wrong with me

I’m good at feeling bad

Maybe there’s no silver lining

It’s always been an iron skin

I only need a little light

If I never see the sun again

Maybe there’s no silver lining

It’s always been an iron skin

I only need a little light

If I never see the sun again

I’m getting good at feeling bad

Ignore the thoughts running through my head

By now my darkness has a pedigree

I’m getting good at having something wrong with me

I’m good at feeling bad

Maybe there's no silver lining

I'm good at feeling bad

Maybe there's no silver lining