Suicide Line Decline

All of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement 

Always wondered why 

I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the 

Time it ticks at least thats what we think 

Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section 

Not because some lazy kid put me here 

When his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low 

But the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock 

Snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top 

He took a short cut on the corner of the isle 

The game flew out into an unknown pile 

[and now Im here]

[hey, hi, welcome]

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?]

Why am i surrounded 

[do you hear me though? see me though?]

[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]

Why am i surrounded 

[do you hear me though? see me though?]

[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]

I quit my job 

Was supposed to be building but more destroying 

Layers of myself from morning . . yawning ..

Till Im exhausted . . i got away 

And i know my dad is kinda disappointed 

Cause he had a similar dream with music 

Didn't pursue it . . he looks at me 

Like i am deluded . . slightly foolish 

Whilst i am telling my words about the universe ..

He sighs and switches on the tv 

And puts his right ankle onto his left knee 

Looking around the corners of the room 

He thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY

Why would i wanna be anything but me 

I would never make anyone ever feel that way 

So . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place 

Now . . Im 

Far away in a ghost town 

Was suicidal for many months yea i lost count 

Well . . . . didn't but . . why would i try remember? 

When the only thing in my history 

Is : 'whats the easiest way out?' 

Rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] 

And that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up 

That was the biggest sign of my life 

Had to do it by myself with the intense focus 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE

MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD

MY FRIEND

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 

THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK 

BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE 

THANK THE UNIVERSE 

THANK THE UNIVERSE 

SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY 

THATS RIGHT