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ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD (feat. Kaiyko)

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ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD (feat. Kaiyko)

Release date: 26th September 2021

From 400Lb Back SquatTrack 23:14

Alternative Music Rock

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About This Track

"ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD (feat. Kaiyko)" is a track by Bilmuri, from the album 400Lb Back Squat, released 26th September 2021. The track is 3:14 long. It's filed under Alternative. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 1 article about Bilmuri.

About the Artist

Bilmuri

Bilmuri

Lyrics

ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD (feat. Kaiyko)

Live up ahead
Where it all dies
No one is there for you
You can't hold on
Look in my eyes
You see them start to fall
Do I just stand, watch my body die
Life feels nothing but pain sometimes
Just not knowing wears my skin down
I'm afraid of everything, of everything

How can I feel free
When I feel the sadness
How can I feel free
When I feel the sadness

Circling around my head
What are you after
Are you gonna be okay with the obvious
I need something to recall myself
It's all said and done
Tell me if it's all you wanted
I'm keeping my head down cause
I feel it every day
It's not a dream that's taken over
Yeah I know I'm wide awake
How can I feel free

Let it go need to let it go
Just keep me in the moment
Let it go need to let it go
I know I'll be okay

How can I feel free
Need to move through the sadness
How can I feel free
Need to move through the sadness

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Track details

From 400Lb Back Squat

3:142021

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Album

400Lb Back Squat

27th September 2021

Track number

2

Release year

2021

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2ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD (feat. Kaiyko)
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