Swamp Creature, The Fire Breather

I think about it
Just think about it
I cry sometimes
Nothing to do about it
So the time it
Washes through me
Numb my mind for just a second
Feel it all then
I feel nothing
Just my mind in
Endless gravity
I think I've hurt myself a thousand times
In my head cause I can't get control inside
I think I hate myself look in my eyes
Cause I'm trying my best just to stay alive
Drained in everything
Through a million tiny cuts
Pour it over me
I never feel like I'm enough
I'm still holding up my head
With my hands around my neck
The void it never leaves
Endless gravity
I think I've hurt myself a thousand times
In my head cause I can't get control inside
I think I hate myself look in my eyes
Cause I'm trying my best
To keep hold of a moment
Stop for a second
Burn all the ashes right off my tongue
The gravity's folding
I can't seem to focus
When every wall breathes I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I think I've hurt myself a thousand times
In my head cause I can't get control inside
I think I hate myself look in my eyes
Cause I'm trying my best just to stay alive