Wound

Listen, I don't want to go here
Listen, I don't want to go here
This is almost as bad as going back there
Listen, I can't, I can't go here
This is a wound and it's closing
This is a wound, please let it
There is a wound called knowing
What it's like to feel this
Please don't open it up again
Please don't fucking touch me
Please don't talk to me that way
Please don't try to love me
Someone opened it up again
Someone fucking touched me
Someone scared me out of my mind
Tore the wound right open and shoved me in
Every time it happens I don't think that
I can get off the floor
I don't even feel like those
Memories are mine anymore
I don't know your motive but I just
Want to get out of this mess
Please just get your hand off of my dick
And your voice out of my head
I remember trusting, I remember trusting you
Now that's something I don't think
That I could ever do it wasn't that bad
I don't even know what you meant
But given my age
I think the least important thing was intent
The truth is I don't want to
Know what happened to me
Just wanna kill all the
Memories of those years dig out grey matter
Bleed out everything that is left
From when I had to stop believing in safety
The truth is I don't want to
Know what happened to me
Just wanna kill all the
Memories of those years dig out grey matter
Bleed out everything that is left
From when I had to stop believing in safety