Wound

Listen, I don't want to go here Listen, I don't want to go here This is almost as bad as going back there Listen, I can't, I can't go here This is a wound and it's closing This is a wound, please let it There is a wound called knowing What it's like to feel this Please don't open it up again Please don't fucking touch me Please don't talk to me that way Please don't try to love me Someone opened it up again Someone fucking touched me Someone scared me out of my mind Tore the wound right open and shoved me in Every time it happens I don't think that I can get off the floor I don't even feel like those Memories are mine anymore I don't know your motive but I just Want to get out of this mess Please just get your hand off of my dick And your voice out of my head I remember trusting, I remember trusting you Now that's something I don't think That I could ever do it wasn't that bad I don't even know what you meant But given my age I think the least important thing was intent The truth is I don't want to Know what happened to me Just wanna kill all the Memories of those years dig out grey matter Bleed out everything that is left From when I had to stop believing in safety The truth is I don't want to Know what happened to me Just wanna kill all the Memories of those years dig out grey matter Bleed out everything that is left From when I had to stop believing in safety