This feeling haunts me
Behind these eyes, the shell seems so empty
Though I wonder if anything lives inside?
I wanna live
I wish I was dead
My heart aches to bleed
I'm cheated from what I see
Freedom holds a double-edge for me
I look in your eyes and see
I wanna live
I wish I was dead
I don't wanna think
I'm stuck here and I know it
I don't wanna see
Make me close my eyes
I wanna live
I wish I was dead
Life's cold and it reaches inside
I need to feel but turn my mind off
The desperation begins
From the start, I see the end
Not right, I'm not right, you're not right
I've gotta close my eyes
I look in your eyes
And I see it's always this way
Live the lie, take a dive
Just to make it die
I wanna live
I wish I was dead
I've just got to close my eyes
I've got to close my eyes
I've got to close my eyes
