apparition

[Intro]

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Tears

Bloodhounds

Noheart

[Verse 1: funeral]

I don't wanna like you, but I do at the same time

All the signs in plain sight, you know I’ma stay right

Right by your side when you wake up

No makeup, I wanna wake up

I wish this was easier for me to comprehend

Pretend, like everything's ok when it's not

Baby we should let our hearts melt and mend

To love a friend, until the end

[Verse 2: Chach]

I can’t see shit, you're my weakness

All this blood loss, you're my reason

I'ma run through all four seasons

All the time, I can't stop thinking

Tell me why they always wanna fuck with me

I got voices in my head

It's not up to me, to live in peace

God damn, it's a luxury

I like bad luck, baby, now you're stuck with me

[Verse 3: Yung Skrrt]

I ain’t had nobody in a long damn time

Tryna see what’s in my head, but I'm feeling so blind

Everything I know try to attack me all the time

Four walls ain’t enough, put another four up

So I get high 'til I fall asleep

You can take another whole piece of me

Never really need any security

'Til you know that you were wrong again

[Verse 4: Grandee]

Talking to me nice, I don't like you

I don’t wanna fight, I just want to run off in the night

And my head don't feel alright

Alright, alr-

When you look up at me, with those big ol blue eyes

Cut me, with your twisted sick knife

Trust me, poison tipped and stained bright

Deathless, am I dead yet?

[Hook: blackwinterwells]

I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me

I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me

[Verse 5: mental]

I can't help it, I'm helpless

Leave me back there

You tell me all these lies

See through your disguise

Tell me all these lies, oh

I don't wanna lie to you, I'm not scared but

I don't wanna waste my time when I stare

And she wanna take my heart, and my cheddar

I don't wanna waste my time when I can't help you

What do I do? (Oh)

[Verse 6: POPSTARBILLS]

I-I-I don't wanna fight the feeling

It's a process, I'm still healing

It'll take some time believing

It'll be okay, I see it

I don't wanna fight anymore, no no

It's been past the point, woah woah woah woah

T-T-Times are moving slow, so slow, oh oh

I-I-I just gotta learn to let go (let go, g-g-go)

[Verse 7: angelus]

I'm just scared that you're gonna replace me

Don't want you to miss me, I can't deal with this at all

I forgive and forget, I'm just stuck in my head

And I fucking hate my thoughts

Don't wanna be left alone, but please don't call up my phone

FaceTime makes me so nervous

Niggas acting so weird, gotta get outta here

Man, why you acting bogus?

[Verse 8: fns]

Fake love, that's the e-pill

Tryna sleep but I can't stay still

Blow a bag on some cheap thrills

Say you love me but I can't feel

You're holding me back

Baby treat me like a bloodbag

It's all in my head

You're stressing me out

[Verse 9: 8485]

I know I won't forget the night that you told me

That you didn't harm me, like I think that you harmed me

You made me ugly, baby you scarred me

Then you wanna turn around and make me say that I'm sorry, nah

Fucking never again

I never wanted you 'round 'cause I had plenty of friends

And you don't know how to get close to me or any of them

Can't wait to see your ass [?] and then just get in the Benz

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]

I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me

I do-o-on't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me

[Verse 10: Kuru]

Trying my hardest for you

I don't know if it is enough

So inside, you won't tell me

Some [?], make sure that you know that

Probably lying to your face off a Prozac

Lying 'bout your love for me, how you 'gon show that?

Go ahead and be my pillow, like it's fucking [?]

[?] but Ima keep my words

Smoking on my fucking room, and I think that I'll go insane

I hate this place, but this thing is fucking the same

[Verse 11: Kite]

I don't care, I don't need you

I can't do what I want to do

That's so much, push me around insanely that I roll

Something wrong so I been looking for you

You can't move I'm so fucked up

Asking myself if I waste too much

I'm looking tired In my whole life

200 mile drive, and I'll run into this wall

[Verse 12: Misaku Foxx]

Nauseous, I'm sick like a dog

Don't you love me, it's your favorite song

I don't even need millions, when [?]

Smoking gas with Alice, you feeling like it's colder

I'm so sorry I'm selfish, sometimes I can't help it

I'm fucked up in the back off some powder

I'm so sorry, I'll be back in an hour

[Verse 13: Midwxst]

Put a knife through my wrist just to numb my pain

Long nights, I been thinking don't know if I'll the same

Metal up to my head, bullet go through my brain

Tired of being at a stand still, this shit is the same

Addict me with nicotine, always won't come back

Pulling my heart, manipulate me so bad

I become no one if I make me feel bad

Stab me so much, oh I can't even feel that

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]

I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me

I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl

Always transluce, never felt worse

I'm a monster, you'll forget me

I don't know you, you don't know me-e-e-e