metallurgy

[Verse 1]

Yeah, nothing left for me to say

So let's go our separate ways

I still think about you every day

I still think about you every-

[Chorus]

Even though you messed me up

Turned my brain to mush

Somehow I miss the pain and fighting

Even though the love is gone

And I'm moving on

I'm looking backwards through tinted glass

Even though scars haven't healed

Wounds reopen when I let people close

Now after everything I miss you most

I was your toy and you molded me so

Molded me so

[Verse 2]

Being loved is worsе than being alone

I need to suffer, I need to atonе

Lay down my wrists at the foot of your throne

I am a cancer, just crush all my-

[Chorus]

Even though you ruined me

And vanquished my steed

Being your victim is all I needed

Though you ripped out my heart

And tore it apart

Growing it back is so disconcerting

And though bruises still weep

I don't understand why you won't hurt me

I need to tremble in fear while I sleep

That what was pushed me to look up and reach, oh

[Verse 3]

What is a person who's not made to bleed?

Is that truly a person that I'm meant to be?

Aren't I garbage? That's what you told me

Stop being nice to me, stop it, stop-

[Chorus]

Even though you messed me up

Turned my brain to mush

Somehow I miss the pain and fighting

Even though the love is gone

And I'm moving on

I'm looking backwards through tinted glass

Even though scars haven't healed

Wounds reopen when I let people close

Now after everything I miss you most

I was your toy and you molded me so