if i were a friend

If I were a friend
I'd know just what to say
To fix everything
Make it all go away
If I wasn't in my head
I could help me settle down
Make all of this make sense
Cuz it doesn't right now
Yeah I feel like
I'm a failure
I'm falling behind
I'm not good enough
and I couldn't tell you why
I can't seem to stop thinking it
Even though saying it out loud, it sounds ridiculous
But I'm still trying
If I were a friend
I'd say come on over
And we'll take a walk, we can talk, or not
Save the stress for when we're older
I'd say you're doing your best
And that's all that really counts
So just take a breath
And let it all out
Yeah right now I'm
Always tired
Lonely as hell
Can't seem to ever
Be enough for myself
I can't seem to stop thinking it
Even though saying it out loud it sounds so ridiculous
But I'm still trying
Ahhh
Why is it that I'm only ever okay
With anybody else but me making mistakes
I never give myself any reason to break
When I need it
I'm saying this as a friend
You're too hard on yourself
You're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for
I know you know it well