Lose You

[Intro]

Ambulance service, is the patient breathing?

Um, yes, she's—, I think so, is she breathing?

Check if she's breathing

I don't know if she's breathing, bro

I don't know, she's, she's OD'd, um, on tablets

We need an ambulance, A-S-A-P

Okay, keep going, alright, we are on the way, okay

We're comin' on our highest response

Alright, thank you, darlin'

She said keep going

She said keep—, I don't fuckin' know—

What the fuck do you want me to do?

I can never show my pain, without you, I lose my way

[Verse 1]

Pills on the bed and an empty bottle

Life can get the bеtter of us when it comes to sorrow

Evеry day's hard, hope she sees tomorrow

Lookin' at the Lord for some strength I can borrow

Call 999, go check if she's breathin'

Cold shivers went right down my spine

'Cause it's still ringin' and I know we're runnin' out of time

But it must've just been a busy night

When I was like, "Hello, she's OD'd and done a full bottle

Do you have any instructions to follow?"

Lookin' in her eyes, but her soul's gone hollow

Her time is borrowed, yeah

Blue lights on the street now

Lookin' like a Quentin Tarantino

She's overheatin' like a jalapeno

Lookin' over at my amigo

[Chorus]

I don't wanna lose you, lose you, lose you, lose you

I can never show my pain, without you, I loose my way

I don't wanna lose you, lose you, lose you, lose you

I can never show my pain, without you, I lose my way

[Verse 2]

Ah, the street filled up with people

In her arm, they put a needle

Two young bad boys lookin' feeble

In a courtroom, they would say we're evil

But they don't have to see this shit and live like this

They say you have to get rich or die trying

But it feels like we live poor and never die rich

She's not even my mother and I feel a bit sick

In the ambulance, filled with arrogance

Nobody's dying tonight and I'm adamant

Wipe away the tears 'cause that's not happenin'

Two bad boys, so we keep it masculine

I could see him fightin' back tears

Feel like the driver must've done the whole journey in about fifth gear

We arrived at the hospital, burst through the front doors

Now we're in the waiting room, sittin' in chairs

[Chorus]

I don't wanna lose you, lose you, lose you, lose you

I can never show my pain, without you, I lose my way

I don't wanna lose you, lose you, lose you, lose you

I can never show my pain, without you, I lose my way

[Verse 3]

Stood at the vending machine

I could feel the hairs on the back of my neck standin'

Plus the lump in my throat was expandin'

And my head's bangin'

I wonder how he's feelin'

Not knowin' if his mum's breathin'

Wondering if her heart's beatin'

A real life nightmare, we're not dreamin'

The sisters were out, all cryin' and screamin'

I hope nobody stares too long

'Cause man can get the front teeth gone

When man are feelin' this hostile

The minutes would turn into hours

I swear that we'd been here a while

So we went outside to build up 'cause weed can heal stuff

If man get stabbed, the wound can heal up

But nothin' can replace losin' your mum

I can't wait for this night to be done

When the nurse said she was awake I said, "I told ya" (Told ya)

I've seen it in his face, the little soldier

He didn't wanna break or lose composure

A cold night, but the roads get colder

[Outro]

I don't wanna lose you, lose you, lose you, lose you, ah

I can never show my pain

Without you, I lose my way, ah

'Cause I don't wanna lose you

Oh

I don't wanna show my pain

Oh, I don't wanna lose you