The Resurrection

[Intro]

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It's Bugz

And see when I wrote this down and posted it through everybody's doors and that

I don't know where everybody lives any more

So hopefully you hear this

[Verse 1]

I couldn't breathe

But I been struggling breathing from the start

I got millions in the bank but still this grieving's in my hеart

And the cribs are baby mansions still I'm struggling with anger

And I'm rеading every night but still these books don't have the answer

And I know she died of cancer, and I know they took him when he was a boy

I feel your pain I see it when you're drinking brandy

Can't fix it, I been looking for somebody to fix me she needs tablets now and that’s my sibling I know she's missed me, it would hit me

Remind me, did you say you got molested?

Just tell him he's forgiven now I need that off my chest

We're family, even though we don't act like we're family

I had to leave this message it's important for my sanity

The world was fading out as I was bleeding from my head

And its a shame to say it now but I didn't care if I was dead

What's a life without no family, its like a lung without no breath

And I know we may all live to regret

[Pre-Chorus]

You don't know about these dark nights, in the studio with my feelings

I been reeling so I can stand by this message I'm leaving I have to say this

Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died

This is the resurrection

[Chorus]

Mama, do you love me?

Mama, do you love me?

Mama if you love me, overcome your addictions for me

And tell me, do you trust me?

And tell me, do you trust me?

And tell me if you trust me, overcome your addictions to pain

I can't lie, I needed you

I can't lie, I needed you

You were needed when I was bleeding, my heart bleeds for you

I hope we see heaven soon

I hope we see heaven soon

Cos if it's over without no closure, know I've forgiven you

[Verse 2]

I would sit with you for hours if I could

But the way you hate my fiancee for nothing isn't love

And the way it gets me mad its like you're doing it on purpose

I think about it to the point that weapons make me nervous

I don't call him Dad, I never call him thats what he deserves

And I would have him in my life but clowns belong to the circus

It was him that told me that you was on drugs

And I remember it clearly cos it was the first time I'd shot a gun

Boy drowned on me, I'd had the gang on me

Fuck about a burn a flame when your make it fuel for me

Yeah, and make it feel how I feel inside

You tried to ring me in the hospital to see if I'd died

I bet you didn't know that I had a clot

You never rang me on my birthday cos that nigga forgot

Still he tells people I'm famous and I left him behind

Fuck you niggas know about grind

[Pre-Chorus]

You don't know about these dark nights, in the studio with my feelings

I been reeling so I can stand by this message I'm leaving I have to say this

Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died

This is the resurrection

[Chorus]

Mama, do you love me?

Mama, do you love me?

Mama if you love me, overcome your addictions for me

And tell me, do you trust me?

And tell me, do you trust me?

And tell me if you trust me, overcome your addictions to pain

I can't lie, I needed you

I can't lie, I needed you

You were needed when I was bleeding, my heart bleeds for you

I hope we see heaven soon

I hope we see heaven soon

Cos if it's over without no closure, know I've forgiven you

[Outro]

You don't know about these dark nights, in the studio with my feelings

I been reeling so I can stand by this message I'm leaving I have to say this

Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died

This is the resurrection

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