Out Loud

With angry wings, I flew out of that town
Promised you I'd never turn around
Cocaine buzz and a caffeine high
Open all the windows under midnight skies
With angry wings, I flew out of that town

Chasing down a dream
Like a shadow in the breeze
From a thousand miles away
Wish you were right in front of me

Man, I really messed up now
Too afraid to say it out loud
I can barely breathe whom I'm tryna be
I'm still tryna figure it out
Man, I really messed up now

Clipped those wings and I came back home
Tried my best just to carry on
Stick and poke tattoos meant nothing to me
As far as east to west and not a memory (mm)

Man, I really messed up now
Too afraid to say it out loud
I can barely breathe whom I'm tryna be
I'm still tryna figure it out
Am I too proud to say it out loud?

Chasing down a dream
Like a shadow in the breeze
From a thousand miles away
Wish you were still in front of me

I don't wanna mess up now
Too afraid to say it out loud
I can barely breathe whom I'm tryna be
I'm still tryna figure it out
Man, I really messed up now